~~对不起~~

今天，他问我了。我的答案也出了。。。
我只能说对不起。。
朋友有叫我接受，可是到最后呢？？
都是我不好。。或许因为太弱了吧。。。
他对我很好，真的很好。。
可是我还是。。。
我其实很讨厌自己。。
不了解自己的心，看不透。。
才那么伤害他的。
我是个大笨蛋。。。
绕来绕去还是绕到我们。。
多希望我有以前那感觉。。
就不会那样了。。
以前跟别人那么说都觉得没关系。。
因为我知道就算他们说喜欢我或许有少许而已或只是玩玩的。。
可是当跟他说过是就知道，我已近伤害她了。。
因为我知道他的心意。。
看着他送我的东西，突然觉得有点感触。。
其实我也不懂我应该说什么了。。除了对不起。。
或许也是他最不想听的吧。。
希望不会影响你上课的心情。。加油哦。。
因为你要拿到好成绩的。。。

~~weeks 4~~

hmm.....
Time pas sooooooo fast o ..
nw ard the 4rd weeks in my sem 3..
sem 3 i juz hv 7 short week.......
n now ard week 4~~
Ah.....
so many thing nit to be done...
2 assingment ..
eng n web design...
n lazy me for sure didt reli start yet..
but luckly y.n hv start the web design assingment tat nit 2 pass up tis fri day...
she do a prefer job tat she done all by herself..i juz help her up with sum minor jobs...
n week 5 hv 2 pass up eng assingment....dun neo can pass up in time ..
coz nw all r busying web assingment tat had 2 pass up 1st....
n it nit sum drawing skill...sadly i cant help coz my drawing juz lk a 3 year old child "HAHA"...
n week 6 got test ..paper n practicle test T.T hope i can do it well..~~
n the last week is most stressful weeks...
i hv 2 presentation...
omg..i hate presentation....."god bless me"

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~~photo taken during dinner at last saturday~~

~好朋友 vs 朋友~

其实好朋友和朋友的定义是什么呢。。
对大家来说那一个比较要好呢。。。
好朋友有时比不上刚刚刚认识不久的朋友吗。。？
好朋友以为跟他太好了所以可以直接说一些你想说的东西，就算会伤害他吧。。
因为太了解所以对朋友好过他也没关系吧。。
因为知道他是不会跟你计较的。。。
有人说朋友是拿来利用的。。挺不错的形容词哦。。
有缘今生能做朋友就该好好珍惜。。
很多人路过了我们的人生停留不会很久，可是朋友在我们的生活里加了很多色彩。。。
好好珍惜。。。
缺点大家都有。。
或许有时大家会意见不和。
那就互相礼让。。
把问题解决就好。。
不要应为小小的事而影响那么就来建立的感情。。。





写着写着有点怀念在中学和当兵的一些朋友。。。
虽然有些只是在我的人生停留一下而已，可是他们还是把我的生活填满了色彩。。还是很谢谢他们。。
我会记得那些回忆的。。。

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~~lazy pig~~

hmm.....
quiet long didt update my blog le..
coz of my lazyness..
i am so lazy 2 update my blog although i had think 2 update..
but i stil cant defence my lazy wrom..T.T
they are so strong..~~

let start at last saturday...
we went 2 hv a movie at sunway (me,kc,kkg,char,s.w)..
we watch dragon ball..
althrough is quiet ok but it 2 short so cant com out with more detail...
after tat we when 2 autocity with leon 2 celebrate leon n kc birthday..
we when 2 ice ice baby n kkg treat use ^^
they hv sum special event....
kkg n leon so high o when they heard the music =.=

~last week~

i suppost write my blog tis few day..
many ting 2 write..but coz of my lazyness i drag it until 2day...
reli lazy me >.<

1st of all..
i got my result tis morning...
i cant slp well maybe i juz bek yesterday..
keep awake at midnight..
n at the morning i wake at 8++ as my roomate wake..
cant cont slp juz lay thr until my fren ttel me result has release.
it pass all...
tis is quite happy ting, as everyone wan 2 pass..
but i feel tat ppl is greedy...
i decrease my grade tat make me feel sad ..
nvm , i wil try my best n do it again in the future exam..
hope tat it remain my grade..
kambatek o...



let cont with last few day story..
i go 2 penang with ex clasmate last wendesday..
tat cant sucess as plan 2 go at saturday coz tat many ppl cant go..
juz left me a gal..
so we cont at wendesday...
2 of us...
we 1st go 2 redbox..
my fren sing , shout and dance =.=
i was speedless, they r so funny...
after tat we go 2 tk our dinner..
tat was a wuite romantic place..
the food n drink aso taste quiet gud..
we ply poker card 1st while waiting....
and start 2 chat bout during sch time..
gud memory for us..
many happy ting happend thr...
mis the time >.<

~~at redbox~~

den on thur we go 2 movie for a new sgpr movie..
tis time more ppl..
8 of us..
my primary fren "y.h"tat i didt meet for 6 year aso join us..
coz he nw is a clasmate of my fren..
he didt change alot ...
the movie is quite funny n it tel the ppl tat "flower heart" dun ply 2 much...

~~fren forever ^.^~~

on the friday ,i be a gud gal..
bek 2 my hostel n clean my hostel..
it is so dirty ..
luckly my roomate tk a vacumn so we can juz suck all the dirt easily ...
after all the hard work my room is sooo clean..
muack...

on saturday i follow parent 2 sp..
i tot i can draw my nail..
as the last time pic hv remove....
but coz lack of time so cant go n draw..
T.T